Late Sky Clouds

Late Sky Clouds
Originally uploaded by Rachel Pennington.

Took lots of photos today and just had a great day.

Brooke and her boyfriend of a year and a half have parted ways for the time being and it has been quite sad around the house. I think I'm just as miserable as the both of them. I don't know why it upsets me so, but it does.

They both love each other very much but need time to think about their respective futures. He is a freshman at college, she will be graduating high school in May and will be attending a different college. There are lots of things to think about.

They really should've considered MY feelings. This is killing me. ;)

On another note, I think my hubby has me convinced to quit my job. The sensible part of me says to stay a little longer, while the never-seems-to-do-the-right-thing part of me says to go ahead and quit.

You people would be absolutely shocked to know how much I bring home a month. I'm an editorial assistant and I don't make crap. My husband has already made more since Jan. 1 than I made ALL year last year. It's ridiculous. But, it has it's pluses. I'm able to get off whenever I want, and the work isn't really hard at all. Sometimes it's a PITA, but otherwise, not so bad.

I'm not good at making decisions. As a matter of fact, a friend asked me this weekend, after much debate over where we should eat lunch, if I have EVER made a decision in my life about anything. I told her I didn't think that I had. There's only three decisions I recall making: to marry my hubby, to have Brooke, and then to have Cain.

I really need to work on making up my mind and actually saying what it is I want. I think most of the time I have in my head what I want, but I'm too afraid to say because I don't want to upset anyone or have a differing idea than what others have. It's stupid, really. I'm not that big of a wuss, but I could certainly stand to be more assertive.

I think.