I'm in a really grouchy mood and I feel awful about it after going on about how much I want to be a more enjoyable person to be around.
BUT, my hubby is at an Atlanta Braves game and I'm so jealous that I really would like to yell at him. I know that's mean, but we're here at home having a suck time, and have been for weeks because of all the crap we're having to pay out this month, and some guy gives hubby and his co-workers tickets and HE gets to go have a good time while I sit here on my butt.
Don't fuss at me. I KNOW I shouldn't be mad. It's silly. I realize this. He works his rear-end off CONSTANTLY and he needs to have a good time, but why can't he be doing it with me?
Am I ashamed of myself for being mad? Yes, I am. Does that change how I feel? No, it doesn't.
The reason I'm admitting it out loud is because THIS is the kind of stuff I'm working to change in my life. WHY should I be upset because my hubby is out having a good time? It's just silly of me.
Have a good night. :o/